There is a myth. A myth that you do not already possess all of the wisdom of the universe. A myth that you are incapable of accessing it. A myth that you will be magically elevated by a galactic wave of energy, or beings from other worlds.
So many people talk about the way society has brainwashed you, about the way we have all been mislead, and that is just not true. Society taught was society knew, from the level the individual people were at, and based upon the curriculum at the time. In this world, you need to understand how this world works, how to write, read, do maths, achieve physical tasks, and understand how supply and demand, purchasing power, taxes etc, all works. It a practical teaching, like the rules of a game … and that is just what it is ‘the rules of how the game is played’ and you chose to come play, so don’t complain about it.
You made the choice to be here … if you did not, you would not be here. Simple as that.
In learning the games, we enable ourselves to function in this world, while we navigate the unseen world. The ‘how’ the universe works, the how of intent, focus, thought, action. In learning that we enable ourselves to live fully in this world, understanding how to create, to support, to be, to love, to accept ourself, to be enough.
That really is an important thing, right there. To be enough for ourself, to know that we are enough. And yet so much of our life we have looked for love, for acceptance, for some special person to cherish us beyond all else, to make us feel worthy of that love. We have looked for validation, for someone to say ‘you are doing a great job’, ‘you are a good person’. And we search and search. We do our best to try and be what all people want us to be, to try and be that person to love, to validate.
But … you know what … and I have learnt this from looking back over my life … it is not the path we should be chasing. I had wonderful parents, a great childhood, and my sister and I knew we were loved unconditionally, and we were accepted unconditionally. Yet, I look back over my life as an adult and I have been seeking what we all seek … and I realise that the reason I never found it is … I am me, I am who I am, I am what I am. And it is that which I must accept and love with all that I am.
In trying to fit in, and do the right thing, I was not always being me. I was trying to be someone you liked enough to include in your world, and so all I did was with a price, a condition. I will be this so that you will give me my reward. I can look back and observe that with clarity now.
Do you know what brought all of this to the surface for me, and laid it bare? The death of Ozzie Osbourne. Yes. The death of a rockstar, a legend.
Why?
Because he was just who he was. He did not diminish himself. He did not try to fit in. He rocked his life so hard! And people loved him for that. He was not perfect. But he rocked his life without reservation.
And that really made me sit back and lay my life bare on the table before me. I saw that I had been searching my whole life, to be cherished, to be special, to be accepted and adored for who I am. I am not intending to sound pathetic hear, I am being really honest. I am being really naked here.
The result of all this thinking and the realisations? A question: Why do I think I need to seek anything?
And the overwhelming sense of freedom when I understood that the one who did not accept me, the only one who is important in this, the only one who matters … is me. What a revelation. I have thought I have something to prove. I don’t.
So here is the thing … I am a part of the Universal Consciousness, I am a physical expression of the Eternal Consciousness, of Source Energy … I am a part, and I am the ALL. There is no separation between me and the Eternal Consciousness/Source Energy/God, (whatever terminology you like) … there is no separation, I am all of it. In feeling unworthy I chose to separate myself from the Consciousness. In now accepting that the chase I have been on all these years has been the chase to find myself … I feel the weight of everything lift.
You will now witness this one expression of the Eternal Consciousness live with all that the Eternal Consciousness is. She will rejoice in every moment, knowing all that is in that moment is her, and all that is around her is her, and all that she sees is her, and all that she hears is her. And she will rock this expression of herself, just as that mighty Ozzie Osbourne did!
Inspired by a rock star to be the star of her own life.